crossed paths

why didnt i just do it?!
i clearly wanted to
i had no reason not to
but nooooo i had to go and not do it because i thought that was
mean to him, considering he was pissy for something that never happened
fuck that! this is bullshit. fuck double standards
im sick of people talking about as if im the villian in everything
so,
therefore ive decided
"fuck it" im going to do what makes me happy

but seriously,
hahaa what was i thinking :S
and
dammm as if i didnt, gosh! i wanted to haha




on a lighter note
i found this amazing song
its really sweet and things unfortunately i
cant download it
oh welll ^^,

the blog world...

soo,
i thought id make a blog page
not because im seeking attention but because i can share shit easier
on here than with people. i want to use my blog page to escape from reality.


im really happy that this year i shall be attenting my graphic design course
and not school.
not only is it what i want to do with my life but also a new start
something ive wanted aswell :).


Lately, (as in since the beginning of this year)
my life has completely changed, im not sure if im just growing up
or fucking up. time shall tell.